Blue Goat Cyber is scaling fast. We're close to 30 people now.
At this stage, the work isn't the hardest part.
It's the responsibility.
Decisions that ripple. Timelines that matter. Clients counting on us. A team trusting I'll lead well.
That can be lonely.
Sometimes it hits in the quietest place: a hotel room at night, suitcase still half open, city noise outside, and my brain still running.
Music has carried me in different chapters.
Macklemore's "Can't Hold Us" helped me finish an Ironman.
Metallica's "Fade to Black" carried me through my youth.
I'm not in that place anymore. I'm in a good place today. But I don't forget what it took to get here, and I don't ignore what I feel now.
So I'm naming it.
Because if you don't name it, it owns you.
And it's why we help MedTech teams define cybersecurity requirements, threat model, and assemble FDA-ready cybersecurity evidence for premarket submissions and postmarket plans, so they're not stuck doing it under a clock.
I love what we're building. Medical devices aren't "tech products." They're what someone's mom, dad, kid, or spouse is depending on.
That mission is worth it.
And leadership, at least for me, requires honesty, not just stamina.
If you've ever felt alone in the responsibility, even while surrounded by love, you're not broken. You're human.
Fade to Black carried me then. Purpose carries me now.
Still here. 🤘